Portrait series, of sorts:

The ceaseless entropy of motherhood -

tension and relinquishment

Can’t seem to find the space

2023

Oil on Canvas

48 x 36 inches

There’s always something else

2023

Oil on Panel

12 x 24 inches

I can’t hold onto anything

2023

Oil on Canvas

12 x 12 inches

My God, that’s one cheeky kid

2022

Oil on Canvas

24 x 24 inches

Let’s just go somewhere else

2022

Oil on Canvas

24 x 36 inches

Tension and relinquishment

These are moments of beauty in the midst of the inherent entropy that is motherhood:

My daughters playing in the snow during a summer escape from Texas heat;

the ideal beauty of Ellsworth Kelly’s chapel contrasted by my entangled wrestling daughters;

the never-relenting laundry of a young family, brimming with unmet responsibility, looking interesting and beautiful anyways;

the captured moment of laughter following word of some cheeky school behavior;

the guaranteed momentariness of life, presented as a gorgeous scene passing by through a car window, only too fast to focus.

These are moments of personal teetering between tension and relinquishment.